actually, this content is not related to the title, while im typing this post the music playing in my background is ” more than words” while my officemates are chatting to each others, im bored in my table, and thought to write some. . . .
wake up; take a bath; dress up; eat breakfast; sometimes can not. my everyday routine. then im ready to take 1 to 2 hours travel to my work. i used to do this all the time in 3 months. . . until 1 day, in my way to work, we ride on the same bus and he sat beside me. i just ignore and listened to FM, everyday i encountered this situation sitting with whoever. But i didn’t expect that this time is unusual. after 3 days, we ride on the same bus again, and i dont know if he choose to sat on beside me or just a second time coincedence. I just ignored him again and just listened to FM. then, suddenly i heard him asking, “ikaw ulit ate?” its like a big QUESTION MARK tied in my neck, why he remembered and noticed me that its “me” again? and why he never hesitate to asked. why he calls me “ate?” hmmm! and then i found out, his a 1year older than me. amf!
thats the beginning, then i can not control him asking so many question and shared some stories of him, altough im not asking. He asked me where do i work, where do i live, what course i have finished, what year i graduated, what time i go home, do i have bf…. so many questions…. then he shared some about him, that if he will have a girlfriend again that would be the girl he will marry with. the thing is, hello? im not asking you. ^.^ but its okay…
from that day, we often see each other, my new routine. “.) going to work with him with the same bus. isn’t it awful….. its like a bus affair, why? because i can not help him being sweet at the bus. he used to lied on my shoulder and smell my cologne and sometime asleep over, attempt to hold my hand, reminding me to take care, and his always looking at me. i dont like that, im not aware. but what can i do? he loves looking at me. i told to myself that if only im an ice i’ve melt already. sometimes im praying not to see him. sometimes i wish i can see him and ride on the same bus.
He ask me if i love my bf, said no comment. why your asking? he answered me back “para alam ko kung may pag-asa ako.” im kinda shock about it, but still i remain quiet with that matters. its like never happens never heard. i dont know what he really like to do. i dont like guessing although its obvious that he likes more than friends i still want to hear it from his own tongue. but he never ask me yet. actually if he ask me i will not hesitate to answer it with “YES” hehehe i dont have bf, i just told him i have because i dont want to be disperate haha. ops, “pakipot epek”
